There isn't much to be said anymore. I've run out of time for naievety and negligence. The fact that I've become unable to defend myself, and only can resort to short bursts of fighting, is deplorable to say the least. As I struggle to find a way to fix the situation, one would think that someone, or something, would take advantage of this. Yet, it's stayed silent, and has been as methodical as the second hand on the clock.
What is odd is how I've begun to lose more and more sleep as the year inches along. Though I can't exactly place the cause, I can assume it's from my whacked up sleep schedule, or it can be some other cause that I will now investiagate.
I don't want to move along with such a brash decision, but it's the only chance I have to repair myself.